Please Stop.

How am I supposed to stop wanting you if your always there, always around?

Please just stop...

I'll figure if he doesn't love me,
I'll say that I don't love him either.

I'll act like I don't care what he says,
Or what he does.

I'll pretend that his words make no difference,
And that he is of no importance.

Even though every time I'd see him,
My heart would break a little more,
I'd get a little sadder,
I'd cry a little harder.

I'd figure if he doesn't love me,
Then I wouldn't have to say how I felt.

Goodnight.

Happy Birthday Megan!

Hey Megan,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.Man I hope that you have a super awesome day, sorry for dropping your half-eaten cake.lol.But ya, I hope that you get everything your little heart desires. :) And I love love love you sooooo much.Your the awesomest.

P.S. I like your cacks.haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy Birthday Sierra!

Hey Sierra,
whenever you read this, which will probably be in like two months, since you never go on.haha.But ya I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!(again).And I hope that today will be awesome for you.Your great and I love you...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Outlooks on Life.

I suppose you could call me an optimistic pessimest.

I tend to look at things negatively most of the time.Not on purpose, that's just how I am.As if I don't want to get my hopes up.Because I know they will get crushed.In a way it's good, cuz then I could be prepared for the bad news or whatever it is.But other times it's just annoying and depressing.But I do have those random days when I think most anything can happen, but those are rare.But when they do occur they are pretty nice.

People that are super super happy all the time are depressing.And emo people are depressing.So where's the middle?But ya, anyways just to say overall I don't have the brightest outlook at the end of the day. :)

Goodnight.

Leave Me Alone.

I have had a dream about you practically every night this week.And it's great but it also sucks a**.I don't want to dream about you anymore or think of you anymore.I just want to forget you.So please leave me alone.Oh, wait you know what makes this whole situation so much more pathetic and stupid.It's that you don't even know that I feel this way.How gay is that?You barely talk to me, your always with all those hoes and maybe that's better, because you are jerk(most of the time).And I shouldn't care about you, or care that you don't care.Whatever."Love" is gay and stupid.Oh, wait I don't know how to "like" or "love".Screw it all.Life is sucking right now.

I give my regards to all the Swine Flu victims.
Oh, and another update: Miss Megan has lost the previously stated bet.