My Sweetest Friend.

Hurt

I hurt myself today,
To see if I still feel,
I focused on the pain,
The only thing that's real,

The needle tears a hole,
The old familiar sting,
Try to kill it all the way,
But I remember everything,

(Chorus)
What have I become,
My sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end,

And you could have it all,
My empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

I wear this crown of thorns,
Upon my liars chair,
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,

Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear,
You are someone else,
I am still right here,

(Chorus)
And you could have it all,
My empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

If I could start again,
A million miles away,
I will keep myself,
I would find a way...

Johnny Cash

Forgotten.

You sit there smoking your weed.
Getting high,

As high as can be.

While life walks by.
Forgetting that it forgot you.
While everyone you love and loves you,
turns their backs,
on what they don't want to see.

Which screws your "life" over more than it needs to be.

You sit there smoking your weed.
Getting high,

As high as can be.

While life races by.
Forgetting that it forgot you.
Now there is no one you love and that loves you.
They no longer turn their backs;
for they do not know you.

You sit there smoking your weed.
Getting high,

As high as can be.


While life dies away.
Forgetting that it forgot you.

Harry Potter

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.Pretty good movie.Seems they just keep getting better and better.haha.Though Goblet of Fire is still my favorite.But ya...anyways my cousins left a couple of days ago...so nothing to do again.I hella miss my friends, can't wait to see them again.Man I went swimming everyday for the whole week.Hot ass week if I do say so my self.haha.But ya, I'd also say I got pretty tan.lol.And ate hella junk food.lol.I should really stop. :)

But ya...I still miss you.Though you don't know who you are.Ahhhhh.Sigh.
Anyways I cannot wait till New Moon comes out.Midnight showing.Woo-hoo!!!First ones in the theater again.haha.I also wanna watch 2012, Sherlock Holmes, G.I. Joe, The Time Traveler's Wife, The Ugly Truth, and a thousand more.lol.But ya, I'm gonna go and chill (like always.haha.)

More Later.
Have a great Saturday.

Marine World

Yesterday my sister,aunt,cousin, and I went to Marine World.It was pretty cool.Haven't been there in a while.It was fun to just relax and actually go out.Even though my legs and feet got hella tired.Maybe Chucks aren't the best shoes to wear when your gonna be walking for a long time.haha.Then we went to Cold Stone.Hella good.lol.Then went and chilled in the jacuzzi.Fun day.haha.About time though.But ya anyways I still miss my friends a lot.And I just saw some kids from school today at the pool.I kinda can't wait for school to start.I just don't wanna wake up early.But who does?haha.Well I gotta go and eat some watermelon.
Goodbye.

Handsome Fellas.

Here are some good looking fellas for you all to gaze upon.Keep in mind that I missed some.haha.Enjoy. :)

Hmmmm.....

So, really bored right now, as usual.haha.And Diana won't shut up. :)
Anyways, hella miss my friends...should start hanging out with them.haha.But ya, I'm always looking very not-how-you-look-when-you-go-out.lol.I always go to sleep at like 4 or 5 and wake up at like 1 or 2.So the day is overrr by the time I wake up.haha.And Diana still won't shut up.I've watched a bunch of movies...at home.Well, I'm gonna go roam online and do nothing as usual.Ohhhh...and Happy (super late) 4th of July.lol.

Goodnight.