bring me joy.

I want to be a happy person.
I want some one to smile because they saw my face or heard my name.
I want to make some one else happy.
I want a chocolate fountain.
I want the love to go around and come around.
I want joy.
I want to bring joy.
I want my green beans.
I want to be beautiful.
I want you to think i'm beautiful.
I want to be a happy person.
I want to run away to Ireland.
I want to be surrounded by the green.
I want us to be happy and forget about all the pain.
I want to listen to Damien Rice.
I want to drown in his voice.
I want to fly away.
I want to be a happy person.

Goodnight.

untitled...

merry (late) christmas.

(happy birthday mama!)

Ummmm...

I think I might be insane.

Out Of It.

Took my little sister to her school today at like 5:30 to "decorate cookies".
So much fun...me, a bunch of parents, and a bunch of kids.
Sitting there, listening to my music, just watching.
Little girl on her wheelies or heelies slides by, in her high school musical t-shirt.
A mom snaps her fingers continually at her child. She's not an animal lady!
I sit there eating my decorated cookie.
Totally out of it.
No one here know's me.And I don't know anyone.
People stare at me.Is there something wrong with me?
No one wants me here.
I drink hot cider, it's not very good.
It's raining outside.
And they are playing a sad excuse for Christmas music.
Little kids running everywhere, yelling loudly.
As i just sit.
I was kind of cold.
Wanted to come home and talk to you.
Just sat there...alone.

Goodnight.

Too much to ask?

I just want a simple life.
Thats it.
Nothing more.Nothing less.
A simple life without the drama.
The hate.
The pain.
Juts love.
My love.
Simple.
Simply beautiful.
Just a smile.
A kiss.
A happy soul.

Wonderfully simple.