Out Of It.

Took my little sister to her school today at like 5:30 to "decorate cookies".
So much fun...me, a bunch of parents, and a bunch of kids.
Sitting there, listening to my music, just watching.
Little girl on her wheelies or heelies slides by, in her high school musical t-shirt.
A mom snaps her fingers continually at her child. She's not an animal lady!
I sit there eating my decorated cookie.
Totally out of it.
No one here know's me.And I don't know anyone.
People stare at me.Is there something wrong with me?
No one wants me here.
I drink hot cider, it's not very good.
It's raining outside.
And they are playing a sad excuse for Christmas music.
Little kids running everywhere, yelling loudly.
As i just sit.
I was kind of cold.
Wanted to come home and talk to you.
Just sat there...alone.

Goodnight.