not a poem, not a lie.

i miss you.even though i probably shouldn't.
i want you.even though i probably shouldn't.but it's okay.
because you make me happy.and i make you happy, at least i hope i do.
i honestly am sick of depression and sadness.
i want to not give a fuck.
i just want to be happy.
i'd like to say i am somewhere near to that.
but i'm not sure...but you're taking me there.
why must it all be so complicated?
let's just all be happy.
i love you.even though i probably shouldn't.
problem is...i don't know who YOU are.
honestly, i don't know why all these thoughts cross my mind.
thoughts i cannot say,
thoughts that no one wants to hear.
i want to kiss you.
and i don't really give a fuck if i shouldn't.
i want to...so i think i will.
damn, i hate complaining.
so i am sorry for this.
and all the shit that you must always hear.
because i know you've got your own.
but take a minute to consider mine.
try to live inside my head,
just for a little while.
i bet you won't survive.
let's just make it all so simple.
take a breath...relax yourselves.