i still don't have the slightest thought as to why anything is going the way it is nowadays.it's not necessarily bad, but it's different.and different is frightening, different is beautiful, and with different i am lost.so, i think i shall sit patiently, sit quietly and see how life chooses to play it's self out.and i hope to God, that for once this change will be in my favor, just this once.but whatever, i highly doubt such a thing will occur.

back to reality.